My situation is a little different...it's Lupus 2003 on June 20th at the Hard Rock Live Orlando. That's the royal ball for me. The prince charming I want to meet is Howard Dorough. He's the only person I dare to think about. Maybe he's the only one that can rescue me.

I'm 19 years old and I never experienced what life is really like. I can't identify with anyone my age, because I don't understand alot.

Tickets for Lupus 2003 are going on sale Monday and they're $300 for a 1 night show...that includes picking a seat in the first 5 rows and either getting a meet and greet with Howie Dorough or going to his party at Tabu. It's like God is handing me this chance at happiness and the evil of my family is stopping me. They don't believe like I do. They don't dream like I do. They don't know like I do.

Where's my fairy Godmother? I wish she could grant this wish for me. I wish I could go to the concert like it was the ball and meet the Prince. It's been my dream for the past 4 shows and none of them I have been to either.

I understand how Cinderella felt. Always being put down and always being yelled at. She never gave up though and I'm not either. No one can tell me to stop dreaming.

Backstreet hugs & Howie kisses,

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