Major update
2003-06-12 at 9:59 a.m.

Wow, I didn't realize that I haven't written in almost 2 weeks...time sure does fly. Well anyway...here's an update on some things:

CONGRADULATIONS NJ DEVILS ON WINNING THE STANLEY CUP!!!! BRODEUR #30!

HOWIE DOROUGH: His Spanish/English album is due out in December *smile* and on June 20th...yes that would be Lupus 2003. They made things a little more interesting for pre-sale tickets and now I find it even more worth it to pay $300 for tix...here's the entire package:

Receive 1 Ticket to Concert (Seated on the Floor Front First Five Rows)

Receive EITHER (pick one):Ticket for a Meet & Greet with Howie D.

Or

1 Ticket for Admission and 1 Beverage to the After Party @ Tabu Club!

Be Entered into the "Lunch with Howie D." Seat Ticket Raffle

The TEN (10) WINNER's shall be notified by a DLF Representative via telephone by June 15, 2003. The "Lunch with Howie D." Lunch will be held on June 20th, 2003 at 10:00am EST in Orlando, Florida at a Secret Location!

Be Entered into the "Birthday Phone Call from Howie D." Seat Ticket Raffle

TWENTY (20) WINNER's shall be chosen at random & surprised on their birthday with a birthday greeting phone call by Howie D.!

Receive 1 DLF Teddy Bear (signed by Howie D.)

Receive 1 ALL-STAR Autographed Collectable Photo

YOUR NAME WILL APPEAR ON A SPECIAL PAGE BEING CREATED ON THE DLF WEBSITE TO THANK OUR BIGGEST V.I.P. SUPPORTERS!!!

And where is my fairy Godmother? That is like the biggest thing in my life and I'm stuck at home. I wanna cry so much. My mother says that I will never be allowed to meet Howie unless I change my attitude about how I feel about life. Frankly, if I met Howie, I know my attitude would change, but she won't give me a chance. Actually she won't give Howie much of a chance either cause he's Puerto Rican. I'm Italian, Irish, and British...and my family is something against people who are different nationalities than ours. Well, I raised myself to accept everyone. That makes me more determined to meet Howie. I want to prove to my parents that I don't think like they do. I really do love Howie for who he is and for everything he's done. I don't think a love for anyone could be stronger than this.

AMERICAN IDOL: Okay...I am convinced that there should be a recount. This guy is investigating the whole voting thing and here are the numbers so far in the investigation:

219,000 votes for Clay were not counted 65,000 votes for Ruben were not counted

This man spoke to Senior Vice President, Joe Early at Fox Television in LA about the massive phone problems. He first asked Mr. Early if both Ruben and Clay had been provided the same number of incoming trunk lines for incoming voting calls. Early's reply, "Fox will not divulge that information because we do not explain our voting methods or technology."

If you want to read the entire article then click here cause it's interesting:

http://www.dldewey.com/idiolist.html WAS IT FIXED?

In my state, there were 65 complaints and 19,386 votes not counted.

MY OPINION: Well, I knew there had to be something seriously wrong when Clay's presale for his single was number #1 and Ruben's was #8. And a poll given in Alabama..."Which Single Would You Buy?" 90% for Clay and 10% for Ruben. People you know something's wrong when you're losing in your own home state. It's typical for a station to "not divulge information" and that can only mean one thing: They're trying to hide something. I do hope that an answer is found.

AMERICAN IDOL TOUR: I'm still waiting to know where we are sitting. The ticket broker that we're getting them from said they are better than the best seats we asked for...does this mean they put a chair on the stage?! I didn't think so...lol. That would be the ultimate dream for Backstreet Boys next year so Howie could see me. It's on July 30th and my sister and I have to plan everything.

DISNEY STORE: Last week I went to my friend's birthday party at the mall. We ate at a buffet place and then went shopping until the mall closed. I wanted to go to the Disney store because I LOVE Cinderella stuff. Ever since my friend told me that I AM Cinderella, I've wanted to be like Cinderella. So I dragged the girls into the Disney store and started looking around for stuff. Then they looked at all the little girl shirts. The store has ALL kids stuff so there was little to go on. so we posed for pictures holding up shirts...then Blair bought a Tinkerbell shirt, Michelle bought a Disney Princess shirt, and I bought a Cinderella shirt. It was kid size 7/8 and it was big on me. Then Josephine wanted one and she bought a Marie one. We walked around the mall with our shirts on. I felt weird honestly...but it's okay...

Anyway, I better go. I am playing Clay's song "This Is the Night" on my piano.

Backstreet hugs & Howie kisses,

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