Today is a really important entry because I want to say THANK YOU to all of you out there that are just responding so nice to me. I've gotten overwhelming support over wanting to meet Howie and wanting to be on American Idol 3. I was really surprised that there are people out there that want me to go for both these things.

I was reading both of CLauren's comments that she left in my notes the other day and I was just speechless. She wished me the best on hopefully getting the tickets to meet Howie and she told me good luck with American Idol 3. It was really sweet so THANK YOU CLAUREN!

I was talking to Sponge22Bob the other day and she told me that she wished I could meet Howie. You know what, I wish I could to. She is a very nice person and I love talking to her. I just have to say THANK YOU SPONGE22BOB for wanting that for me. I just hope that you could get all the happiness in the world.

Just some people outside of Diaryland that I have to thank:

MEMPHISBLEEK: I talk to him on MTV.com and he's such a cool guy to talk to. He told me that he knows I am gonna meet Howie...of course I was like...how do you know? I guess it shows that people have faith in me so I have to start having some faith in myself. THANK YOU MEMPHISBLEEK!

TANYA20_1: Another person I talk to on MTV.com and she's really fun to talk to. She hopes I meet Howie also which is totally nice. THANK YOU TANYA20_1!

Well, I just want to say THANK YOU to everyone who is giving me faith that my dreams will come true. Maybe they won't happen right now, but some day they will. I better go.

Backstreet hugs & Howie kisses,

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