Right now, we're just going to be friend and I am not upset with that either. It's more than I expected after he found out and I had to come clean about it all. It was a hard thing to do, but thank goodness, he accepted how I feel about him, plus he was sooooooo understanding.

Now that it is supposed to be solved, I just can't let go about how I feel about him. I mean, I really like him and it's so hard for me to just feel like a friend to him.

He can handle it well and life can go on, but it's a lot more difficult for me to feel at peace with it.

Backstreet hugs & Howie kisses,

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