First of all I just wanted to say hello to all my D-land readers and anyone who reads my diary through my webpage. Shoutouts to Blooeyes and CLauren for their notes. It's been a rough week and I thought it would get better. Obviously you know about the week I've had...it was strange none the less. Anyway...my week got better, than worse (all in one day). I'll let you in on what happened.

Okay, so I stopped off with the fight with Angel on Tuesday night. That was the strange part about my week. So after Tuesday night, we didn't even speak to each other Wednesday at all and didn't see each other. Well, I was still upset about what happened because I never understood what happened. I wanted to talk to him so badly, but my friends said I shouldn't care about a guy who treats me like crap. Yet, I couldn't help it. I really like him and even though we're gonna be friends, I want to help him out.

Anyway, I ran into him yesterday afternoon while I was walking with Jackie and he waved to me and smiled. I was so happy by that gesture that I waved back and smiled, plus threw in a compliment about his shirt. Obviously, he looked good and he needed to be told.

Then later on, Jackie and I were talking on the bench about how I felt about Angel and the situation, and then we saw him. So he walked over and said hello. So I hopped up and hugged him. He hugged back, which was nice. Then he said, "Long time no see" with a big smile on his face. I said, "I know, are you doing better today?" He was like..."better?" I was like, "Yeah, compared to the other night when you were being a bad boy." Then Jackie goes, "Angel, were you being a naughty boy?" Then we all started laughing. I pulled out the picture Jackie took of him and I and handed it to him. He looked at it, said "I remember this", and then put the picture in a book in his backpack. Since he had to go to class, we said goodbye and he walked off to class. I was sooooooooooo happy that things are going better now!

Last night, I wanted to talk to him just cause I wasn't gonna talk to him all weekend (this weekend he goes home to work), but all day yesterday I was sick. I was having problems with my kidneys, but I still wanted to go to school to see him. Last night I got really bad pains and my arms and legs went numb. I ran upstairs to my room cause I felt like something was gonna happen so I made it to my bed when I passed out.

This morning I called into work and told them I was sick. I felt like crap this morning, but I'm going to the doctors at 4. I better get ready to see what the doctor says.

Backstreet hugs & Howie kisses,

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