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Man, this sux...
2003-11-03 at 10:31 p.m. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel right now. I'm hurt and confused among other emotions. Funny thing is, I'm good at hiding them...so people don't know what I am thinking or feeling. I kinda sat there at lunch, just hoping to die. Especially when Marty reveals he likes your best college friend. Where was a knife to slit my wrists when I needed one. I feel like everything is crashing and burning right before my eyes and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm not gorgeous and I lack every bit of self confidence possible...and you wonder why. Every guy I wind up liking does not like me and there is never a reason. I just wanna cry forever... Backstreet hugs & Howie kisses, @->--
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About Me:
20, female, no longer single (Marty 2.19.04), singer, college student, Jersey born, diagnosed with Fibromyalgia back in '03. Describes self as: a perfectionist, caring, romantic, spiritual, a bit too serious, me. |
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Loves:
My boyfriend Marty 2.19.04, The Backstreet Boys since 1997, Howie Dorough since 9.4.98, Queer Eye For The Straight Guy, Family Guy, Fairly Oddparents, NJ Devils Hockey, WWE Wrestling, Kentucky Wildcats Basketball, Build-A-Bear, Cinderella, singing, shopping, dancing, filling out surveys, drawing, taking pictures, Lilo & Stitch & dream interpretation. |
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Dislikes:
N SYNC, bugs(Especially spiders), being sick, snobs, being bored, football, stuck up cheerleaders |
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