Okay, I'm having a major malfunction with writing this entry. This is yet my third attempt to write this entry so I hope that I get this to work.

I know it's been FOREVER since I've written...actually longer than I expected to take a break. Things have been hectic and this might be the longest entry yet...lol.

So where did I leave off?? Oh yeah, that awesome night out with my best guy friend Marty. That was soooooooo much fun and I wish we could do it again! If you missed the story...read my previous entry.

Okay...well, it's snowing here and in my mind, I'm already on a plane to Florida. It is cold here and we are expected to get more than a foot of snow. I HATE snow! Good thing is...work closed early yesterday and work is closed today, but I get paid!

Bad news: Well, the formal was cancelled last night because of the snow. I had all my stuff laid out on my bed so when I got home I'd shower and change. Oh well, my dress is hanging up behind the door in my room.

The good thing about the formal being postponed... Well, I'm sick right now...I got a bad cold and it really stinks. I need time to get better.

I am going to the Formal with my friend Rob. I bet you're asking yourselves what happened with Angel...well I figure to just let it be. I asked Angel on October 21st and I got "maybe" at least 3 times. So I got sick of it and just wanted to go to have fun. Of course I always think of what it would've been like to go with Angel, but hanging out with him where he feels comfortable is alright.

It's so sad...4 days left with my friends. Of course by Thursday, I'll be crying my eyes out. I'm going to miss everyone so much...especially Angel, Marty and Jackie. They are my biggest supporters ever and I love them so much. I am seriously gonna cry leaving them for 6 weeks. Actually I will be seeing Jackie during break and I will be seeing Marty when Jackie and I visit him after his knee surgery. Since Angel works everyday, I won't be speaking to him during the 6 week break.

TO MY COLLEGE CREW: Angel, Marty, Jackie, Christina, Paola, Joanna, Mariella, Franny, Rob, Jason, Marcello, Lisa, Jen, Ben, Chuck, Doug, Brett, Gabe, Matt M, Matt (Fran's bf), Ian, Molly, Gabi, John, etc...

IT HAS BEEN SO GREAT SPENDING TIME WITH ALL OF YOU. ENJOY YOUR 6 WEEKS OFF BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT. MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY CHANUKAH, HAPPY KWANZAA. I AM GOING TO MISS ALL THE FUN TIMES AND I'LL LOOK BACK AT THE MEMORIES OF THIS PAST SEMESTER. LET'S WELCOME THE 2004 SEMESTER WITH A LOT OF INSANITY. TO THOSE TIMES I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE, I MAY HAVE FALLEN HARD, BUT I MADE FRIENDS WITH THOSE GUYS INSTEAD. EVERYONE, SOME MORE THAN OTHERS, HAVE PICKED ME UP WHEN I'VE FALLEN FLAT ON MY FACE IN SITUATIONS. HERE'S TO STAC INSANITY FALL SEMESTER 03.

Oh man, writing that made me feel like I was never going to see these people ever again. I better brace myself for graduation in 2006...hehe.

I've had some interesting dreams lately...all because Marty gave me a "homework assignment". Unfortunately, I have yet to have completed this assignment. He knows what I mean, but I thought when he gave me this assignment, I thought it would be a piece of cake cause of all the things I thought I knew of dreams. Seems I have a lot to learn because I can't complete this assignment for the life of me and it's been a week.

It's a race against time here cause I have finals this whole week plus I am trying to get a lot of time in with spending time with my friends before they pack up to go home.

I got most of my Christmas shopping done, but since the blizzard hit and I'm sick, I am stuck in the house. I sometimes love Christmas...I love getting my friends gifts, but I don't like being bored outta my mind at family gatherings.

Anyway...I better go get some sleep.

Backstreet hugs & Howie kisses,

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So Sad... - December 28, 2004
After Christmas Sadness... - December 27, 2004
Thanksgiving Break Update... - November 26, 2004
School Update... - October 17, 2004
I'm lost... - August 25, 2004