First before my entry, I would like to turn your attention to my new layout. This layout was custom made by Beth AKA Pinkfreak and she did such an amazing job. I went to her with an idea in my head and a picture and I knew just how I wanted it to be. I described for her the best I could and she e-mailed me back with this gorgeous template. It is an overwhelming when you see an idea in your head just put in front of you. I love it so much. Beth thank you ever so much!

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On to the news...

I've realized I have been on hiatus for quite a while and I appologize. Things have been simply rough.

I would love to start by wishing everyone a late Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. I hope everyone's holidays went well.

Okay...for myself, my Christmas was okay, but my New Years wasn't so happy. I suddenly fell ill on December 29. I was in bed for a week with an inner ear infection. I couldn't get up because I was dizzy beyond belief. It was horrible. I was on antibiotics for a week and now...2 weeks later, I'm still partially deaf in my right ear. I don't know if I still have an infection, but I am scared that I will probably lose my hearing.

My fibromyalgia has been a problem as well. I think it's mostly because of this past illness.

I've been struggling emotionally. I found a Howie Dorough fanfiction that has been rated THE best Howie fiction on the internet. Well, I read it and my friend Jen did also. *Sigh* It's like the author took my diary (not my online one) and wrote a story based on my feelings for him. I really easily put myself in that story and suddenly, I wasn't so afraid to express how I feel about him anymore.

I've really found myself either locking myself in my room or sitting at the computer until 2 in the morning...just thinking of how to escape my life and go find something better. I'm searching for Prince Charming...and since I am convinced it's Howie, I have to get to him. Cinderella had dreams, but she also found a way to make them come true. It's now my turn.

Prince Howie kisses,

@->--

Princess Kimerella

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