Yes, I'm a very happy person today. I will tell you why. Marty asked me out today and I said yes. He's the sweetest, funniest, most respectful guy I've ever met. Marty is my first boyfriend. I know that's strange to be 19 years old and saying that, but it's true.

The relationship thing is completely new to me. With the happiness comes being nervous, because I'm such an innocent, lost person. I DON'T know how to kiss, so I'm scared to kiss. I've never been close to someone before, but it seems right.

I love to hug him and cuddle with him. Plus, today we were holding hands and it felt wonderful. Yes, I can admit, I was acting a little distant and he was worried about it. I told him that this whole experience is new to me and I don't know how to act. My biggest fear is sex. I won't get into it...but think of how alot of college guys are (minus Marty). I don't want sex at all...I just want a relationship where we can kiss, cuddle, hold hands, go out on dates...etc. You know the simple things in life.

I have to get used to saying I have a boyfriend because it's never in my vocabulary. Yet, Marty makes me so happy and I am lucky to be his girlfriend.

Prince Howie Kisses,

@->--

Princess Kimerella

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