Okay...check this out...*smiles*...scroll to the bottom of my diary. Notice anything different?

Does this mean Howie's out of my life? No way. Backstreet Forever!! I made a vow that he'd be in my life forever. Yet, there are sacrifices I have to make. Please forgive me...

Anyway, today was just a day where things went wrong and things went right. Where should I begin?

"I've got good news and bad news". - Cosmo

"What's the good news?" - Alien King

"I've named my nickel Phillip." - Cosmo

"What's the bad news?" - Alien King

"It's a GIRL nickel." - Cosmo

I just thought I should put that. It's from the Fairly Oddparents episode I saw this morning.

Well, I am struggling to type this entry, because I'm very close to falling off my chair and dropping dead. I'm struggling to breathe, I'm extremely dizzy, I can't keep my eyes open, my arms and legs kill so bad. I am typing with one hand...the other hand is gripped on the edge of the chair. I am beyond scared at this point. I really want to cry now. I'm so weak and in so much pain. I have a feeling that I will die or wind up in the hospital.

That was what consisted of the things that went wrong. I've been not feeling well since I was in music class this afternoon...around like 2PM. It wasn't this bad before. The part of me that suffered the most was my legs. They hurt a lot today. My wonderful Marty took care of me. He massaged my legs and it made my legs feel semi-better. The problem is, no matter how much I hurt, I can't sit down for a long time. My mother thinks that the solution to my health problems is just popping Aleve. Newsflash: Popping pain medicine is not going to do much for me. Through out the night I've gotten worse. I have completely lost hope and faith of every getting better.

The good news of the day is about my sweet and handsome boyfriend. He surprised me again today. He bought me a Stewie from Family Guy shirt and another charm for my Nomination bracelet. The charm says "kisses" with 2 hearts. Remember, I stand by the fact that he didn't have to buy me anything.

Besides taking care of me, he also almost made me cry (happy cry). This man is full of surprises. During his radio show, he dedicated Christina Aguilera's "Beautiful" to me. It's our song...the song in which I got my very first kiss during. It's so special to me. So I was very happy that he was so kind as to dedicate a song to me. It was a wonderful surprise.

I miss him so much and I wish I could be with him all the time. *Sigh*...

Well, I better go now...bye bye.

@->--,

Princess Kimerella

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