I realize that it has been two days since my last entry, but I will say this...a lot has happened since my last entry. I've laughed, I've cried. I've smiled, I've frowned.

My life can turn into a rollercoaster in a matter of minutes...sometimes in a matter of hours. I just hope it doesn't become one of those rollercoasters where after I get off I am pushing people out of the way in a desperate attempt to find a garbage can.

Anyway...did I ever mention how unbelievable my boyfriend is? Well, even if I did, I just have to shout it from the rooftops. He is so kind and handsome. I wish I can hold him forever in my arms.

Today, he surprised me at work. I was utterly speechless. My mouth was seriously hanging open. Like I've said...he's full of surprises. It was really unexpected that he'd show up to work. I threw my arms around him. I didn't want to let him go. He's my heart for sure. I was so happy to see him that I was going to cry. I actually almost did when he left cause I missed him instantly. There is never enough hours in the day to spend with him. To me he's just the most amazing person.

Of course, when you have parents like mine...days separate us from being together. Take for instance...this weekend. I haven't been feeling well and everyone knows this has been going on and off for nearly 2 years now. Well, since I am not feeling well...my parents think that I shouldn't go out. Alright, that is reasonable. My parents also add that Marty isn't allowed to come over to my house this weekend cause I don't feel well.

Marty seriously takes care of me when I am really not feeling well. He is my boyfriend...not my doctor, not my father, and he shouldn't be taking care of me, but he does and I really admire that. When I am with him I have nothing to fear cause he makes sure I'm alright. I can't say the same for my own family...sad isn't it?! It's true. My family isn't really the fastest or most caring when it comes to my illnesses. I actually am at the point of being scared out of my mind with them.

Anyway, I'm extremely tired and hungry as well...sleepy time...

@->--,

Princess Kimerella

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