I'm sitting here at work. I'm tired and in pain. I sat down and got really dizzy but I don't know why. I have been just thinking of Marty...hoping to see him today. I don't think it's that simple though. I can't hang out with him today because I am going to be working on an art project that I was assigned...um...2 weeks ago *hides*. Okay, so I'm entitled to procrastinate once in a while. I will probably working my butt off on this project all day and night until I get it done. Yes, I am punishing myself for holding off on something so big.

Anyway...since I let so much time fly by on writing this...it's 5 minutes until closing time here. Very sad that I didn't see Marty. Then again, I told him I wasn't going to be seeing him at all this weekend.

*Sigh*

Last night I smiled at him during the play and I am surprised that he didn't ask me why I was smiling so much. Readers, I'll tell you. I am so very happy to be with him whenever possible. I'm happy he holds my hand, I'm happy he puts his arm around me, I'm happy that he holds me tight and cares about me. That's why I smile...because someone in this world doesn't push me away. I don't have to fight to get a hug. I can just be myself.

I know this is a short entry, but I have to go home now.

@->--,

Princess Kimerella

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