Well, it's half good, half bad. Day 8 and I'm still sick. I lost 4 pounds in the past few days. Not purposely I assure you, but I've been sick and Marty has been helping me get better. Yesterday I was practically passed out on the floor for a while...I laid by the phone and Marty wound up calling me when I didn't respond to my instant messenger. Marty won't let me die. Yeah, I wasn't feeling well this morning when I got up, so I couldn't even eat. I am at work now and I brought myself lunch to eat when I feel better.

Marty sent me an e-mail this morning that rather made me cry. I cried cause he really felt bad for something that was an accident and I am not mad at him for it. I don't want him to think he's stupid and just the most terrible person, because he's not. I am really glad that he e-mailed me and told me what happened, but he shouldn't have to feel bad. I just wish I could tell him it's alright. I just want to kiss him and tell him it was no big deal. I care about him ever so much. Marty, I would never think less of you. You're my everything.

This morning I got up early and my mom made me do chores. Ugh, I really hate doing chores, especially when my siblings are so lazy and they dump their stuff on me. Then after folding the laundry, my mother told me to get a can opener. So I went upstairs to get one and apparently came back with the wrong one. I'm not a mind reader and we have two different kinds of can openers. Well, when I got downstairs, my mother started laughing at me and my brother started calling me stupid, ignorant, incompetant, and just plain dumb. I felt so stupid then and I started to cry. I hate being belittled by people, especially my family.

I tried getting the song "Cry" by Mandy Moore, but my Windows Media Player won't open and my LAUNCH player won't play it. I keep getting Justin Timberlake...YUCKY! MTV.com only has a 30 second clip. I wanted to sing it, because I like it so much. Well, I was going around my empty house singing it acapella which counts for something. I can show my ability as a singer better that way.

My mom got mad at me because I had to walk to work this morning. Hello, I am capable of walking...granted, I lost weight, but now I can tone my muscles. Plus, I am walking home from work later on today. I have walked to and from work before. I've walked to and from work one town over which took me a half hour to walk, but I did it.

Well, I better go. Work is getting fairly busy...Marty I miss you so much. Next time I see you I'll give you lots of Kimmy Kisses...

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Princess Kimerella

Marty & Kimberly 2.19.04

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