In Love...In Dreams & Reality...
June 06, 2004 at 10:21 P.M.

Today was one of those days where sleep deprivation set in, but for the first time ever, I didn't care how tired I was. I didn't care how sick it would've gotten me...because there is someone more important than myself...and that person is my boyfriend Marty.

I took a 2 hour nap this past afternoon and I dreamt about Marty and when I woke up, I was tearing a little. Dreams get to be so real and I was peacefully sleeping and smiling...

"Love is when you don't want to go to bed because reality is better then some dream."

Though I can see him in my dreams and hear his voice in my sleep, I miss him so much. I hold onto his teddy bears and it's as if I can feel him hug me and hold me close. They keep me safe and watch over me. And I keep his teddy bears close to my heart in hopes he can feel my heart beat at night.

If you wonder why I would say I feel :) and :( ...it's because I am smiling thinking of Marty, sad cause I miss him so much.

I'm very very much in love...

@->--

Princess Kimerella

I LOVE YOU MY SWEET PRINCE

P.S. Give Marcell a big hug :)

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