Four months ago yesterday (2.19.04), Marty asked me out. It was the happiest day of my life and one I'll never forget. Ever since then, it's been quite an experience. He leaves me weak at the knees and when I see him I have butterflies in my stomach. I'm head over heals for him. Marty is everything I could ever have dreamed for and more. I trust him with all my heart and I love him. I've been wanting to say that to him forever. Now I get to say it everyday to him, because I feel it. I don't even say it sometimes and he'll know it. I just look into his eyes and he'll feel it. I get teary-eyed thinking about him...that's not the bi-polar disorder talking...that's the love I feel for him.

He's the only one that can make me smile and cry at the same time. The only one worthy of all the love in me.

Last night, for our 4 month anniversary, Marty and I went to dinner and a movie. We ate at T.G.I. Fridays...I like eating there...though my stomach got full really fast. Marty kept me nice and warm and we even played UNO. He asked me to try red bell peppers and I didn't like it. So let's see:

1) Red Peppers - Eww!

2) Cheesecake - Yuck!

At least I'm trying things though. He is right, I won't know if I like it unless I try it. I did really like the sesame chicken thingy...lol...wow do I sound educated. The J.D. sauce was spicy but I thought it was good. I had chicken fingers. After eating one and a couple of fries, I had to take the rest home.

Marty and I went to Build-A-Bear. That's like our new store to go to. He bought the new frog and named him Kirby. He had so much fun going through the steps to build Kirby. Oh I was so happy for him and I saw the glow on his face. I bought the Sleeping Beauty dress for Kimmy...no not me...for my Build-A-Bear. I don't think I'll be able to fit in that.

We went and saw "Dodgeball" at 8:30 and OMG, it was so funny and I was laughing so much I actually started crying. There was one time during the movie that Marty and I looked at each other and smiled. Even in the dark, I could still see his beautiful smile and I got lost in his eyes. I had such a great time with him, as always.

We had a rematch with air hockey...because it was a 5-5 tie in games. We only played 2 games cause I wound up pulling or tearing something in my upper ribs/shoulder blade. Still Marty won both games and right now, I am losing 7-5. After a break for a while from air hockey...I'll be ready again to try to beat him. I love playing air hockey with him. It's so much fun. It's our thing...:)

After that, we went back to my house and sat on my porch. We talked and did a little bit of stargazing. We did eventually have to bid each other farewell because it was getting late and he needed to get home.

It was such a wonderful day that marked 4 truely remarkable months. It was indeed a very happy anniversary.

MARTY, I LOVE YOU :)

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Princess Kimerella

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